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Best wishes to you Caiden, and thanks for sharing your side story with us. Peace!

I just watched your video, I think I may be transgender but having trouble. I play some girl toys but never really was into them. I always thought myself as a guy, and never think I was a girl. but I always go more for boy toys and guy hairstyle and clothing. I always felt uncomfortable looking at my boxy, I rarely look at the mirror cause I always hated to see my own body. I felt as if I was born in the wrong body. I always wanted to bind my chest but u always have mother telling me no. I never really liked wearing girls clothes. I do remember playing most with guys, like play football for example. I think I maybe a transgender but I'm confuse. I never really thought I was a transgender til my recent ex helped me figure this out. sorry this is a long, but I would appreciate if you kinda maybe help me? thanks.

i could agree with everything you said!

Before coming to terms with my gender i thought back to my childhood too and that was how i kind of realized i was a guy.

Omg your very handsome! And you sound down to earth and sweet! :*

Can I talk to you?

What, exactly, makes you a boy rather than a girl?

you sorta just read my mind in these. and I even asked for a shaving kit when I was 8. lol.

Thank you so much.

i now how you felt

Woot! Congrats on one year. I went to Bryn Mawr College (also an all-female university). I didn't transition there, but it's been interesting requesting my degree in another name/gender. I also have found that my motivation to workout has shifted from one of urgency/anxiety (aka dysphoria management) to one of joy/excitement.

Shevelle, that would be because as trans-men it's astonishing and amazing to see the changes occur. Because you do also know that "biological boys/men" aren't born biologically as females right? My point has been made.

You know whats funny,you never ever heard or seen a real boy or a young man make video talkin about my voice is deep,I grew hair or my muscles are big! Or saying my T levels are low or to high! No male gender born has ever talked like that.

But the skin is all raised.

Uh really? That's funny. The aureola part of the scab was the first thing to peel in my case. It peeled completely while I've been using the gaze. The nipple part peeled afterwards, last week. But as I said, I still got a few stitches. Didn't it bug you, wearing a shirt over your unprotected nipples&stitches? The skin that's growing over my stitches really isn't strong and I had trouble with it already cause it got rubbed on and peeled but not entirely. The stitch is holding it.

Wow man, how can you lift your arms up so high already? I had surgery just a few days after you (augusth 13th) with dr.G and I definitely can't lift that much! Also, my nipples still have stitches on them. When did yours all fall off?? Your nipples don't even look like they peeled! Fucked up!

same kind of changes for me but more near 2 months

I'm so proud of you, boo!

that's a very.. Odd question to ask :I vvvv

When I was in first grade I HATED DRESSES. I still do. I hated all my Barbies, clothes and dolls and now in 5th grade and I FINNALLY feel like me. I'm allowed to wear boys clothes, skateboard and just be myself. :-)

Wow....

Great, thanks for the encouragements :) You must be so happy right now! :D Can't wait to see your results!

Congrats! Very exciting. I'm glad I'm not the only one who chows down during videos. Kettle corn is the best. All the best for your healing process.

How was it having the tube in your throat and going in for surgery? Mine is in 10days, I think you'll have left NBR already

Congrats Caiden!!!!!

Good luck!!!

Oh and sorry, me being the nosy person... what were you eating? O.o

Gooooooooooood luck!!! I bet EVERYTHING will go amazing!!! I am soooo happy for you!

This video means a lot. I've recently come to terms with the fact that I am trans, and am planning on talking to my parents in the next couple of days. This really helped me answer some unresolved questions, which will hopefully make the discussion with my parents go smoother. :)

I love "I felt normal". That's so true! Loved the conference and you gave a great review of it.

I'm so behind on youtube but that's flippin' awesome to hear about your top surgery Caiden! I'm excited for you! And I so hope to see you guys at PTHC next year.

<333333333 go next year and if Carly doesn't still live there you're so rooming with us

Thanks for the awesome video. It helped me a lot and answered a lot of questions. I'm still trying to figure out what my gender is but I'm only 13 and there is no one like me where I live.

Jdieoeppwowowf OMG THAT IS AWESOME! Lol I am too excited about knowing you are getting top surgery but... That is still so awesome!!!

:) nice

Wow, Miley. Way to be.

Look at you two, all spiffy! Good luck! :)

What kind of injections are you taking (IM or Sub Cu)? Did the Dr give you the option of Sub Cu? I'm terrified of the big needles required for IM but could definitely handle the sub cu's... thanks for any info.

Nice video. You have such beautiful eyes <3

Lol when you said "Its a whole new world" was that an Aladdin song reference? xD

More laid back? If you get any more laid back, you'll be the chillest person I know.

Hahahahha your hair is thinning! :)

You need a haircutttttttttt. ;D And LOVE the cis-gendered made bracelet. Ha.

Smelllyyyyyyyy

How ya been? I think last I seen ya was at my dad's wedding reception.

shitting rainbows sounds like a skill I would very much like to acquire.

THURSSSSDAY.

How do you even find out about internships like that?! I'm so jealous I need to do thatttt

It's T time!