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[INTRO: UNKNOWN MAN] Recording… It is Monday, January 3rd, 2022 Im current here with Kieran This is the first time we’ve worked together We’re just gonna talk about your life Theres a few simple things we need to cover Where your from, who are you and any issues or problems you need to speak about So… where should we start? [VERSE 1: KIERAN] Ha, Where should i start Lets take u back to 08 so your not left in the dark See i was just a younger early numbers with a spark Trying live life playing with the boys n girls in the park Dad was always… getting money working hard Meant i never got to see him i was left in the dark Fighting my own battles age 4 living large But my life wasn’t so innocent see i was mentally scarred Found another bottle mum stop hiding them ye not smart See i hate the woman but we couldn’t keep ourselves apart Always found a place for her in my heart Blind to the fact she going up on the alcoholic chart I stopped it for one night but she took it too far Me and my bro together never apart Batman and Robin fighting crime bat mobile parked Find a new way to keep mum from giving the day a restart Ground-hog day everyday Cutting myself for me was the better way To escape from this nightmare of a day 10 years on got worse nothing changed and its still the same Now I’m 14 A-bit older demons living on my shoulder my self esteem unseen Teachers saying that there worried about me and my mental health I’m a-bit touchy Don’t touch me look smile or even stand near me COVID-19 Social distancing got the best of me You got food clothes money you call that normal i call that lucky I think it’s funny how people get treated differently for what they got I bet you never had a mum that drank herself to death when u was in her tummy pill popped 35 pills down body dropped sister in my room as we heard the house rock Cold to the touch i kinda wish her heart stopped Ambulances every 5 seconds doors knock That was a normal weekend for me Lazy mum with a shit job and no money Thousands in debt coz she wanted to be a druggy Living off takeaway’s my mum really done me See the amount of times i would open my eyes Wanting to go to sleep catching me by surprise Devil inside of me tell me loads of lies Seeing reality it really did open my eyes The pain is killing me but i fucking tried every night and i had to lie Smile with tears running down my eyes Going through each way i could attempt to die But she had the eyes of a woman who wants to die Gave it to me with reason in sight Couldn’t walk into a house without at-least one lie Normality for me seeing mum high she never tried to give me and my bro better lives Now theres a baby sister in the mix so we unify mummy kept drinking now shes shouting every time that the baby cries Got one girl pregnant and another gave me a rape case 2 faced girls and one silly mistake No chance I’m gonna get treated this way When i better my life don’t be begging me to stay Theres no way when I’m with you its dark and grey When I’m away its bright as day them girls really came down on me like rain Crushed all my hopes ruined my spirit Stupid little bitch go mind ye fucking business I do have a life and I’m trying to live it That little bit of love had for u well i killed it Fake rape case the girls wont admit So i guess it time to get away from it Get the help i need because negativity is all they transmit Fake smiles are the strongest one Living on the edge, dark nights are the longest one no time for the harder ones, step in my boots and you’ll understand where I’m coming from Well if not you know where i came from Im a 18 year old who’s had a shit life Raise myself and came through the other side Living with my dad and i know i have time To do the things that i want i don’t need to die I saw heaven once thats the end of it No drama no need for petty shit Me first mental health and to get fit All my trauma gave me the benefits in some cases i did bad i must admit Said things that i knew where damaging No matter how minimal the damage is Nature fired back and no one saw it happening [OUTRO: KIERAN] See I haven’t even scratched the surface of my life story that was just a little bit But i had to tell you it So the next time I’m here and I’m spitting it listen in Coz we might have something in common if you come to think of it

Manchmal weine ich und halte den koran fest Ich bin am hoffen das allah meine qual erlässt Im mein block zu viel stress Stecherei wegen packs Qusengs ficken das gesetz Ja Ich nimm dir alles weg Ja es dreht sich um geld es dreht sich um para Nehme paar jungs mit und dein buker wird geballert Deine scheiben sie platzen Wenn die 9ner rattert Nachts hörst du Wieder der resho ballert Leider kam das haze wir zählen tage keine scharfe deshalb trägt jeder eine scharfe Normal auf straße Trag nh narbe Denn jeder der junkies ballert sich nh nase Baba macher beste sattla ich hab immer baba ware Mütter die kinder alleine groß ziehen Der sohn er hat hunger er will groß dealen Es hat mich geprägt diese scheiße zu sehen Muss den Richtigen weg wählen Legal verdienen Bis nachts im traphouse sitzen Mit jungs trinken reden kiffen Lass sorgen vergessen hör nicht auf die stimmen Der shaytan will testen Doch ich werd gewinnen Werde einer der besten Werden sorgen verschwinden

Bro aub niemand meer op deze beat shi pokkoetje maken drerrie deze is van my guy lito from the 7 mf seas a sahbi

Damn baby girl was saying good bye really that easy Cos i remember the days you used to squeeze me Tell me that you need me Affection and love can only last One the condition that a man provides And i didnt treat you right then i cant say i didnt try no 9 to 5 sleepless to make sure you eat right Calm i wont text your phone Ill leave you alone Ill read old text when im on my own A little piece of history got me thinking on days When u wasnt a memory Wasnt my enemy When we was vibing to a memory On times of a remedy

Too many man I thought were down for me That’s why I don’t mix family n pain Like alchemy I pop for my city My names on the map Bitch bow for me They tried dragging me down when I’m up they won’t bounce with me Some man chose trap n trapping I chose rap n rappin Trust the process Like bro it can happen First step Fuck the snakes cut the grass See the cobras I ain’t giving statements no witness Fuck being jahiva My own mom told me kill yourself So I starting taking pills hoping that shit helps But naa man it only made it worse Lost touch w reality n lost touch w myself It’s like fuck dem man fuck their negativity n their energy They never wanted t see the best of me Raps the remedy she got me thinking was it meant t be

Sorry officer i know this car is stolen But i got my mother in the back seat I think she might be having a heart attack I got 2pac dear mama playing on my naudic track And thats just the half of the destruction of the nature of life I see devils every fucking time that i think to close my eyes them demons in the night are scared of me cos i battle them fuckers ever night as they circulate my mind Ive been sleep deprived depressed since the day i was 9 Seen my own brother commit suicide Seen the people that i loved and shared memories turn into my most hated enemies And thats why u can feel the pain when i preach upon a melody This shit is the remedy

I got hella flavours and im rolling up the loud I smoke an ounce then ill go rolling loud Your girl in my bed and she moanin real loud Doing my thing make my dad hella proud Ill die for all my bredrin so you know what we're about Man in the roads shank a guy for some clout Got all your mums worried and runnin about Like officer has my son been found? Man ill neva fold they say i lost my soul but i never sold, my brothers in the pen yeah i never told, anxiety taking over man im getting choked Lost all my warmth and my bodys getting cold How can i survive when im feelin all this preasure, tryna better my life but it aint getting better, plan it out but my plans change like the weather, new year new me now its fuckin december, i had a couple goals now i cant even remember Most trappers takin els when they aint movin chapo, ill move 200 keys from the plug into the bando, move out to valencia them girls call me guapo, smoke the weed pure i dont fuck with tobacco, your girls got wide hips and i use them like they handles, say fuck love but she got me lighting candles, i displayed my heart like a piece up on the mantle, you cheated on me man what a fuckin scandal, ask how i am im in a permenant battle, lifes a hard road im just holding the saddle, im so fuckin tired when the love is circumstantial, i cant go down this root man changed like a channel, it seems like no ones got a clue i need an example, ima tough guy but my heart is very fragile Man ill neva fold they say i lost my soul but i never sold, my brothers in the pen yeah i never told anxiety taking over man im getting choked Lost all my warmth and my bodys getting cold How can i survive when im feelin all this preasure, tryna better my life but it aint getting much better, plan it out but my plans change like the weather, new year new me now its fuckin december, i had a couple goals now i cant even remember, tryna better my life but it aint getting better, plan it out but my plans change like the weather, new year new me now its fuckin december

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Harddr

Brodie hit then I hit, we in dat bro code, same night hit a lick we both broke bruv let's go, we beef in these never over post codes, stay slient mouth free the gang that's something that we all kno

Yo got me thinkin bout the nicer of things Got me thinkin bout this life that I'm in God really got me hiding things And I'm losin it Nans dead Theos dead But it's all calm They found eternal peace No dad here Just me Sittin in this chair as I tell u what he did to me Nah I'll save tha story for another time g I'm out here changin sin into p Put in care at thirteen bro I was so young Am I going home idk It's got me stressed It's ok bro get it of Ur chest I've got no time but I got to invest PTSD stain I ain't dress to impress Really miss home Bro it's got me depressed Really need my bro but he's out gettin wrecked Life is shit like what the heck I got no time but I gotta invest If my brother got beef then I'm backin him And if u ever touch him I'ma turn u gynn Little bro now moves weight Now hittin up gyms It's so ye hard bein me Mate I can't sleep Cant talk on the shit Cah the shit is too deep Mum nearly died And that's a Lifetimes grief And im scard of the shit that I've seen I've gone to the dark place you ain't been I've spoke with Jesus I've scrapped with the devil I've been in a place were god hasn't made I've seen someone get yanked wi a blade I've seen ppl stuck in the gap And they can't escape I just can't explain It's a vicious cycle n time doesn't age TIme doesn't age Doesn't heal wounds Doesn't even help me make this tune But one day I'ma see myself through Nothings picture perfect but it is what it is Hard living like this Wake Up thank god Is he takin the piss As sit down As I'm lighting this spliff Goin home is my Christmas gift No Christmas list Tryna make it in this shit have to make it in this shit By twenty I'ma have me a number one hit

yo bro can i use for non prof?

Had to smoke some pain away so many bros are fading away .. hey how you doin by the way i passed by your grave last night let me be honest what i had on ma mid was how could you take your own life and never thought of us ......

i been in it mentally late nights breaving heavily dont know why i wake up, coz every day is just a test to me always grinding, always working, aint no such thing as rest to me cuh i aint letting them man even get a step ahead of me so much pain, hows my heart still beating? no new days, so the cycle keep repeating feels like im only happy when im day dreaming i want it to be real, but ive stopped believing

this if my storry, u gotta listen up im dig deep down through the mud and take you on a journey when my life was a muck evethink im'a bout say you gotta listen up cuh the things your about to here might turn you to a stub what ima i say u might hate u might love i dont mean to hurt or disturb but its the way of life nd its got to be hured im getting better w my music as you lot speek you better listen carfuly and listen deep cuh this is real. this is real shit deep down to some man yh ik u feal it u know were im comming from i aint hideing it when i was younger. i dint know whatta do we was living on the streets she was feeding me from spoons she was telling me she loved me and she would never let me go like my farther did his a coward and he knows left me with my mum yh he new she was struggling every time we went shop she was smuggling cuh she couldn't afford nothing we were homless and running in we were that despret we kept comming in next thing you know my onld man said you want a couple qud she said keep your dirty shit even tho she was desperate she wernt taking it only one reason she didnt take it ima explane that in anouher song when im famouse my brother looking around saying weve made it you gotta note this once cuh i aint erasing it it aint no come and go like the fresh prince

Ik ben een jongen met een passie - van liedjes schrijven De emotie die ik uit - die zal je niet begrijpen Ook deze jongen doet zijn best - al zal het niet vaak lijken Maar hou je langer aan me vast - zal ik vaker laten blijken Want deze jongen heeft t moeilijk - struggled vaker met gevoelens Zal vechten voor z’n meisje - ookal pakt hij vaker boetes Good men in z’n hard - maar zelf maakt hij t moeilijk Moeilijker dan moet - maar voor zichzelf zal hij het moeten

I got a whole BLM song on this beat I'm just praying I get the money to buy this beat so I can make a classic

Hard bro

Such a sick beat bro! 🚀🚀🚀

this is cold

put it like this i get money everytime this piano plays weather that that's spotify apple or youtube plays when the rain pours down sad music plays that pathetic fallacy but tbh the only thing pathetic is how the world treats you fucking knocks you down when you need food we turn to crime cah that's the only other way especially when in need of a big pay day need cash money need mad money this shit mad funny you all are such fanboys wanting materialistic shit but trust me that shit ain't it you want love like bonny and clyde stop telling your men to hang bide get back home and say fuck this life

Back after Bandokay destroyed this beat

Can I use the beat

Hardd

welcome back bro

The best song I’ve heard with this beat is Janga - Never Enough (feat. Cindy B), I really felt the emotion in the words 🔥 czcams.com/video/tPDdD7WQN0w/video.html

Hard

Always keep that ring💥💥💥

Jus got a call from Lester

I was riding the with 4 5 n 6 bitches witches

Watch me she'll this beat I do all the time They say switch it up to grime I said say nuttin Les give it try

just heard this beat on mad about bars shessssssssssssssssssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

how do i purchase

Cold bro

This hard

Kijk er zijn dagen dat ik niet eet Dagen dat ik weet dat het elk moment kan breken Dagen dat ik weet dat ik weer door moet en bewegen Mam ik wil je spreken Maar ik wil jou niet breken Babes ze wilt me terug Maar ik kan jou niet spreken Want ik ben een lil toxic Maar ik kan om je geven Ik wil dat all me niggas later goed gaan eten En soms twijfel ik ook maar ik besloot om toch maar te prayen Vragen om vergeving want ik ben echt een sinner Was een youngboy had producten op me Was een youngboy moest op ramen kloppen Nigga ik zag niemand gaat me stoppen En soms moest ik ff assie poffe Tegen ptsd broer ik kan niet stoppen Ik wou papa blij zien Maar ik zag m vaak boos En dat kon je aan me lichaam zien dat maakte me boos Slechte keuzes die ik koos

Logic all I do is grind sample ?

Listen to ‘Caldo caught in the middle’,, he dumped on this 🔥 very cold beat

hi mate, sick beat, can i use it for non profit purposes in youtube as long as i credit you in the title please

no contracts right ?

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Im sorry mum, I can't change who I am, From 23 broughton place, I was the man, Now Im fiddling with sticks and I moved a couple grams, But I wanna be on tour, and be singing to my fans, I just wanna make a milly, but first I gotta make a grand, Stealing phones, taking out the sim, or I ran out the plug, take a couple packs, Flip a Z, Make it back, I don't wanna do this, but fuck it got some paper plans, Its madness

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Do you know how it feels when your scared to go to sleep Because the trauma that you’ve faced keeps appearing in your dreams I feel too sick to even eat The only time I feel at peace is when I’m venting on a beat I keep questioning myself like why’s this happening to me Why are my thoughts getting so deep Feel so tired and drained but I can never get to sleep Meet new people and straight up I’m putting up a guard Yeah I know I need the help but I just don’t know where to start I just wanna drink and drink till it’s over I’m all fucked up I don’t wanna stay sober But It’ll never change the fact that I’m a loner You know it’s fake And they’re snakes When you’ve got friends that never phone you And the thoughts start to creep in and they own you Have you ever found yourself going back to the very same thing that just broke you?

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