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Disturbed's Divisive album was four years in the making, during which two of the band members' marriages broke down. Drummer Mike Wengren got divorced early in the pandemic and guitarist Dan Donegan went through a split in early 2022. This song is about a disintegrating relationship where each party struggles with letting go. It was inspired by the ending of Donegan's marriage. "That was a really personal one for me," Dan Donegan told Billboard. "During COVID-19, I was going through a divorce after 18 years of marriage. Part of that divorce process is that there was still a great deal of love we have for each other, and we couldn't imagine our lives without each other. Just that letting go, letting somebody go that you still love, but maybe the marriage just might not be working anymore... It was touching on that. It was just very personal." Donegan came up with the concept, then wrote the lyrics with Disturbed singer David Draiman. "I threw a few lines at him, and he took the ball and ran with it." Donegan said. Then Feb 2023 David got divorced

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I love your videos! I am looking forward to being part of your community! GO GIRL GAMERS! I actually even wrote a song about that! I hope you're having a beautiful day!!! You TOO are a badass!!!! Thank you for sharing YOUR time with US as well, you are definitely helping me deal with some of my own shit and I appreciate it. Even if I don't know you, I love you and thank you for being an awesome person!

YOU GO GIRL! Chinchilla IS a fucking Queen! And so you are YOU! As a woman who grew up with abuse in my life, you have to find ways to advocate for yourself, and if someone decides to cross that line and make things physical? I agree. Shit will escalate quickly and I'm not afraid to throw down if I have to defend myself or my loved ones, not anymore at least. HOLD MY EARRINGS! Love your content! I'm SO looking forward to more!!!

This song is very moving to me too when I hear it. I love piano and classical music for the reasons you stated. Sometimes you don't need lyrics to get a message across, and that is the amazing power of music. Love your stuff! I'm commenting on as many vids as I can to help your algorithm! Stay badass!

You are beautiful (I don't just mean on the outside) and your videos are extremely heartfelt and touching. I've subscribed and joined your other communities, but I just wanted to say thank you for being you. Your content found me at a time when I needed it. I look forward to more of your work and stay awesome! Thank you again! <3 <3

I really want to know what makeup products you use because you consistently still look fabulous even crying! I would look like a racoon as soon as a single tear fell! It takes practice to stop apologizing for existing, I still do it and I'm in my 30's, but GO YOU for catching yourself. I find it refreshing when I see I'm not the only one who gets emotional over Ren's music, I keep tissues by me every time I am going to listen to a new Ren song. It's kind of one of his superpowers and I'm finding Chinchilla has the same effect on me. Stay strong and keep kicking ass girl! You are becoming a gothic ray of sunshine in my life and I need that right now, so thank you from the bottom of my heart!

We will never know each other but I love you ❤

:) You're a great reactor Ash.

Fun fact the 2 guys we're actually fighting

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That is SOOOO what music is about!!! You said it girl! I vibe out with this every time I listen to it. I love your content, you are so funny and expressive. I joined your twitch too. I hope you don't take offense to this, but you are adorable in the most badass way ever. I have seen very few female reactors on here that I feel like, "I'd have a cup of coffee with her" Or, "I wanna play games with this chick!" But I would totally have a cup of coffee with you lol. I hope you're having an awesome day/night/whatever, and even though I don't know you, I'm proud of YOU! Keep kicking ass girl!

I'm late to finding this reaction, but I found it right when I needed it. I am subscribing. And I agree with the comments here. Ren makes me cry pretty much any time he's not just flexing lol. This reaction was beautiful and moving, and When you said 'I'm proud of you' even if it's just a video online... I needed that. You are beautiful and your makeup stayed stellar despite crying :) Always wear the way music moves you proudly, it's a universal language. Stay fabulous, I look forward to watching more of your videos!

The versatility and vibe from this video is incredible. And totally spontaneous too. Big love to you Ash

Great reaction and perfectly said commentary. Thank you for putting all of that out there.

Our schools in the UK continue to educate kids with the poetry and words from old bards like Shakespeare and Burns, they need to scrap all that and teach from the book of Ren, probably the most important wordsmith of this generation.

Princess Awsome to see you and hear you take care beautiful

This was my reaction as well ❤️ But then he made a diss track making fun of someone's weight and only dates super petite women 😢

James wayne is all about it

Otyken and the Hu collaboration would be EPIC!!!!!! 🤯

Oh you sweet summer child.... It's always fun to someone discover the beauty and range of Geoff Castellucci..... This was such a treat to watch.

peter hollens has a fantastic version as well.

Don't worry I'm doing the same thing you are you can't help but cry to this song but it's a good song a happy cry

Really short comment. As the father of an absolutely amazing daughter, it breaks my heart to think anyone could ever make her feel like this. I F**kin love your reactions. Chinchilla is epic and so are you 🖤🖤

Seen them twice…one of my favorite bands

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Ren Has Become the SHELL .

" I just wish I could live in a place where Autumn never ended". -Peter Steele (Jan 4, 1962 - April 14, 2010). Rest in peace, Green Man. The Type O family loves you always & forever.

The Chinchills. She’s absolutely incredible and talented af.

I thik it is so appropriate that Alex is the balrog at the end, because he sounds like a demon!😂

ii & Chris Turner are my favourite drummers.

They are all Jeff