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For anyone who cares, these are the lyrics to rät (4:21): I come from scientists and atheists and White men who kill God They make technology high quality complex physiological Experiments and sacrilege in the name of public good They taught me everything Just like a daddy should And you were beautiful and vulnerable And power and success God damn I fell for you your flamethrowers Your tunnels and your tech I studied code because I wanted To do something great like you And the real tragedy is half of it was true But we've been fucking mean We're elitist We're as flawed as any Church And this faux rad west coast dogma Has a higher fucking net worth I bit the apple 'cuz I trusted you It tastes like Thomas Malthus Your proposal is immodest and insane And I hope someday Selmers rides her fucking train I loved you I loved you I loved you it's true I wanted to be you And do what you do I lived here I loved here I thought it was true I feel so stupid And so used I feel so used I was your baby Your first born The hot girl in your comp sci class And I was Darwin's prep school dream Bred born and raised to kick your ass I fell for circuit boards Rocket ships Pictures of the stars If you could only be what you pretend you are When I said "Take me to the moon!" I never meant take me alone I thought if mankind toured the sky It meant all of us could go But I don't want to see the stars if they're just one more piece of land For us to colonize For us to turn to sand 'cause we're so fucking mean We're so elitist We're as fucked as any church And this bullshit west coast dogma Has a higher fucking net worth I bit the apple 'cuz I loved you And why would you lie And then I realized You're just as naive as I am Oh, you're so traumatized it makes me wanna cry You dumb bitch I loved you I loved you I loved you it's true I wanted to be you And do what you do I lived here I loved here I bought it it's true I'm so embarrassed I feel abused Well I don't wanna eat the rich I'd have to eat my hero's first And my tuition's paid by blood I might deserve your fate or worse But I don't need your goddamn money I don't need jack shit from you So when I speak you bet your life my words are true Let me level with you man Is someone guilty of the game? I took the health I took the cash I would've taken your last name So if any girl on earth should get to make a call about this It should be me and as I see it You're a dick So fuck your tunnels Fuck your cars Fuck your rockets Fuck your cars again You promised you'd be Tesla But you're just another Edison 'cause Tesla broke a patent All you ever broke were hearts I can't believe you tore humanity apart With the very same machines That could've been our brand new start And the worst part is I loved you I loved you I loved you it's true And sometimes I feel like I still fucking do I lived here I loved here I thought it was true I'm so embarrassed I feel abused I feel so used I feel so used Take me to the moon Because I feel so used I feel so used

NO WAY, RÄT IS MY FAV SONG NOW IM HAPPY YAYYYYYY

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People say i wish i could be like you(aka me) Little do they know the struggles i face living with the triple A autism,adhd,and asthma it not easy plus a speech disorder and sleeping disorder and an ED plus bipolar disorder it not easy Yet i am a role model because teachers use me as an example of a good student so whenever i do not as well i get judged made fun of etc people say am smart which true but i not school smart (dose that make sense ) Like i know complex things bout mental health and LGBTQ and a few other things but school i dont know much becuse i dont care about school i mean it sensory overwhelming lonely it just hell And sure i can keep that role model face but trust me it not easy i hate it but what do I do? Stop being a role model and lose the 1 thing i have?

Detroit Become Emotional

This put me into the most joyous whimsical mood imaginable

I finally hit my wall this semester in college. One thing fell through the cracks. Then another. Then before I know it I'm at risk of failing two classes and losing my scholarship. I've never failed a classes before. Never even failed an assignment.

I'm in Grade 6. Ever since kindergarten, i always had the top one, the one getting all the awards. I was called the "little teacher", the "special one". I didn't even need to study for quizzes and exams. I always joined the regional competitions and came home with medals of every kind. But as I get older, the names and honors fade away... all replaced by "wannabe", "nerd", and "too hard on yourself"... what happened?

AHHHH SJDNDNDNDN

Connor act like a Sweet smol 🍪 ;3

God I loved this and I'm going to play it over and over for a long time <3333

Can Connor laugh or chuckle

depending on what i choose he could be pretending to have emotions

Me at the last one: *starts sobbing in front of my classmates*

You have such a great taste in music! I had a good time listening to every song in this video. ❤

Listening to this while slapping an essay on a document due in under an hour for the only class I don't have an A in. (: I am borderline failing this class. (((:

Woooo love burn out causing me to actually feel physically ill. I just have a lot of assignments and my english teacher hates us, making us write two essays in two days, im not even halfway done with the first one :') Hey future me, did we at least get an 80?

They say junior is the hardest year in high school but I finished first semester with straight A’s. I was always the first person to submit my test paper during exams. Now I’m the last one to submit it. I was the only one to get an 100 on a test that was so hard the teacher did a class redo. Second semester is killing me. How a few misfortune can crumble a person who was standing so high. Nothing feels worse than going rock bottom when you once were at the highest. Life is cruel, and it scares me how harsh it can be sometimes.

I was never a "genius" among the others, I was good until the end of elementary school. from the 4th grade, they started bullying me until the 6th grade. My parents started treating me like an extra. They loved my "perfect" sister, my nephew, and everyone except me. I was no longer dear to anyone around me. From a kind child, I became a depressed 16-year-old teenager with low self-esteem and thoughts of suicide. But I'm holding out for one person. my best friend. just today, both parents were angry at me literally for being sick for a whole week. They didn't even ask about my well-being. "Are you all right?" no. It's "how's school doing?" they didn't even ask what was wrong with me after the period when I was bullied for 3 years. I feel like a used toy that has been ruined and thrown on the floor. I felt like a bird in a cage that had been released into the wild, not knowing what to do. I feel like groundhog day, fucking morning, fucking school, fucking students, fucking teachers, fucking quarrels with parents, fucking tantrums, fucking pain that I can't cry properly, fucking feeling like everything is going too slow and too fast at the same time. I want to become a kind and naive girl who has never had to face this cruel world at the age of 9. I turned 16 a month ago. I'm afraid of what will happen in the future because I don't see myself as an employee, a fun person, or a person in general. I'm just fucking tired :(

Bryan Dechart is the perfect actor for Connor ❤

school starts in 5 days and im not ready at all. i really dont want to go 😦

love this sm

I was a gifted kid in elementary and here i am my last year of middle school and im failing 4 out of 8 of my classes and we are coming to the end of the 2nd 9 weeks. When we got quarantined they decided to keep us using computers its literally ruining my life have these computers if everything was on paper id have straight A's but i guess im always going to be a huge failure to everyone including myself. Im never going to be good enough for anyone i hate myself so much and yet i cant tell my father or ill end up in a mental hospital and he will never look at me the same way again. I cant do this anymore.

That last video makes me actually cry every time

Who is Remains by? I’ve been looking for fifteen minutes but I can’t find it

YES I CLICKED THIS HIPING ICSRUS WAS THAT ICARUS AND I WAS SO RIGHT YAY NOW IM HAPPIER THAN I WAS

I was never 'gifted'. I always had teachers that sucked so I always thought my passion was art. My grades sucked 2 years ago. Last year, I started studying harder for highschool. I got in top schools. I thought i found my passion. Rockets, maths, space, physics, chemistry.. This year im the smart kid. Im the one that memorised the periodic table. I do math equations for fun. I go to maths club and I do pgysics further than my grade. I get so damn overwhelmed because its hard to keep up with the demand. Everyone expects so highly from you.

not shown here but the " I felt it die" scene is what really made me start seeing the androids as people with emotion . Connor sounded and looked traumatized the Shakey " I was scared" GETS ME

I never realized how hard i am on myself about my grades until this year recently. I recently got two E's, one in math and the other in history, i started beating myself up over it. I even got to a point where I cried from stress about it. I kept thinking about how i never was like this the years before, I've been used to getting low grades in math since i wasn't too good but I've been getting B's the past year and now i was struggling on doing my work. My mom said it's cause I'm talking during class, but I'm not able to fully shift my mind too my work, i find it hard to do. I've been told I'm a people pleaser, I've also been told it's not that i can't focus but i just don't want to do my work. My brother has been good at everything it feels like so without thinking I sort of felt like I needed to be as good or even better than him at something. It's not like I'm getting yelled at by my parents to get A's, it's more of a thing I need to do to feel like they're be proud of me, the last thing i want is to let them down. Sorry for this huge rant but i wanted to get this off my chest and saying it here has made me feel at least a little better. Have an awesome day.

My god. I'm only a freshman in high school but I'm scared. My classes are so hard and I'm told they're going to get harder. I have so many expectations and eyes on me and I hate it because I'm supposed to be able to do it all "because I'm GT". My dad and a bunch of my uncles are gifted. I'm supposed to be like them. Everyone tells me about "choosing majors" and "AP Testing" and "If you fail, you get put into a different school". I'm trying so damn hard but I can barely keep up with my weekly schedule. The first two days of each week feel like an eternity, but the rest blend together. I currently have two assignments due in an hour and 45 minutes, and three more on Monday. I was just looking for something to listen to at 10 pm (And am currently planning on staying up until 2 again), but reading these comments I'm afraid that I'm going to throw away my life. The first song I've never heard, but it made me burst into tears. I want a break, to FINALLY have a day off, but even a single full day without doing anything for my classes and I'm behind in schoolwork.

I chose not to go to college this year, and I just saw one of my teachers from last year who was trying to help me get into a good acting school. Well, Im reliving the burnout because she responded negatively to me not going to college. I've been trying to figure out how to explain how im feeling, but nothing can compare to this fear that I've let her down so immensely. I dont know what I want anymore. Everything is so numb right now. Didn't think I'd need this playlist after high school

you missed a scene, if Markus dies or leaves Jericho and Connor deviates, he can fail saving Josh as well. However unlike Markus' angrier response, Connor starts straight up crying??? there's also a tiny little shudder he does if Hank dies in his arms at the CyberLife Tower segment if you listen close enough

I really enjoy this playlist! Good vibes, sets the right mood.

You’ll never be good enough. Once to do something good, like, get straight A’s for a year or two or at least get good grades, they’ll never expect anything lower. If you get a B, whole day ruined. And then they take away your phone like that’s going to do anything. They have too high expectations these days.

you forgot the part where he says "thyere going to deactivate me" when needing evidence from hank in arhcive room

A title like this would sound strange in any other fandom

🚨warning super long vent, read if you dare🚨 This is how I've been feeling a lot lately: Don't you think I already know how useless I am, I hate this, I hate school, I hate feeling like if I don't do good enough on school that it basically means I'm stupid, why does how well you do in school determine your intellect, I'm not made for this, I used to be so good at school consistently getting a's but that's not who anymore I did it because they said I was so smart and that I was more mature for my age but I'm not now that I'm this age they're saying I haven't grown up that how much effort I'm giving isn't enough but every day I give it my all. I hate that it's not good enough, that I'm not good enough, I wish I could drop out but I don't want to be remembered as the high school drop out for the rest of my life I would hate that. All of my family is smart my mom has several phds and is a engineer, she was gonna be a doctor, she's also a proffersional photographer. My dad is a genius gun smith, he's amazing at history, has a degree in art, and he used to be a cop. My sister is an amazing artist and capable of doing anything art related and she is a total badass. There all so talented, brilliant in their own ways and they're amazingly kind hearted people and well I'm me. I don't have any specific talent or anything I excel besides being extremely hight matinence and annoying. I'm not good with people and emotions so I do my best to be/seem smart but I'm not really smart. The only thing I'm good at/for is causing problems. That's all I do is cause problems. I hate that and I hate that this is what I'm focusing on especially seeing as my mom had surgery a few days ago and shouldn't be about me every fucking second of every fucking day. I hate being a burden but that's what I am and if I can find a way to make sure it's about someone else even for just an hour ill do it even if it kills me, because they do enough for me: more then enough, I truly don't deserve them, I don't really think anyone deserves them but me most of all. Anything I do isn't special because I all sub par or decent meanwhile one of the 3 people who live in my house, not only have already done but excel at it. I've got nothing to offer but pain and misery, I can offer a smile but it's most often not genuine and if it is, it ends up only being their momentarily. If I feel any happiness it soon dies, any other emotion whether I can recognize it or not is covered up with something else because I hate constantly being a problem and I would cause myself emotional turmoil if it provides my family and friends comfort even if that comforting warmth is being supplied with a lie. I'm nothing special, but I'm not boring either I just can't seem to do anything other than be a problem and I'm starting to slowly lose hope that I'll grow to be anything else. I can't talk to anyone I know about this because they will give me answers clouded by the love they feel even if it is just them saying "no the problem think you are isn't accurate to who you are what so ever!" But that doesn't help me it does nothing but deny what I'm feeling and makes me feel more alone as If no matter what I say, what words I use I can't be understood. I know how I'm feeling about myself probably isn't true but only hearing that it's not true over and over agian with no reasoning/accurate reasoning does nothing but make me feel like it's true and that they have nothing useful to say. It invalidates my feelings and anything I've said, that does nothing but frustrate me. I need help, not a useless pep talk from people who are blinded by their emotions and constantly repeating the same thing when I voice my emotions and feelings. Not only was I seen as this gifted kid when I was younger because of my grades being better than a lot of others but the fact that I excelled in stuff like reading and math, also if I ever feel behind on school work whether it was a days worth or a months worth of school work I could manage to do it all in one day without being tired whatsoever afterwards. Plus the fact that most the people in my family or who are close to me are amazing at school and are basically geniuses. I have so much to live up to, people asked me what happened or they say that they know I can do better but other people have caught up to my intelligence and now I have to push myself to brink of self destruction to be noticed, to feel worthy. It's shocking to others how most of my self esteem is based on how I do in school/ how smart I am, how much I impress people and make them proud of me. I hate to admit it but It seems I truly hate everything about myself and that if I don't live up to the others in my family I've done basically nothing but be a hindrance to others. I don't want to blame that on online school because that is severely downselling it, I feel like the perfect description for me is a "Burnt out gifted kid"

I can't say if I was a gifted child. but I remember for sure that I always found someone very cool for myself and idolized him. I tried to be like them. but now I'm just childish and it's very hard for me to concentrate on work, and to be honest, I would be glad if they messed with me not then, but now, when I really need their help. I'm just weak and helpless. I'm going to die like this because I'm always "not doing enough"

i've been listening to this for 2 weeks straight now, occasionally switching it for a min, then going straight back to it :P

:( i thought that Icarus will be Icarus of GOT7:(

I’am 18, and I see my friends fell in love, and everyone but me I never fell in love. I have a ex, but him broken my heart. After that I realised !

i never realizes these were the Sides omg

I found this playlist recently and I'm obsessed with it! Thank you very much for making it <3

Throughout a majority of my childhood, never have I ever felt any romantic attractions to anyone. And well, I did develop what I tried to force myself to believe as a ‘crush’. A lot of my classmates would and will (they still do it to this day) ship me and another person. And back then, I would always force myself to “like” the person, like pretend to have a “crush” on them to sort of… fit in with everyone else. I don’t do it anymore, as I began to question my sexuality by 5th grade. Soon enough, I made some online friends, one of them was a boy who was 2 years older than me. We hit it off, and looking back, I saw him more as a brother than anything. But, he soon confessed to be that he wanted to take things farther, he didn’t want us to be JUST friends, and I was put back in that uncomfortable situation. I felt like I HAD to date him because I didn’t want him to hate me, or I was scared that if I reject him, we won’t be as close as before. So for almost a whole year, I forced myself to be in a relationship despite being very uncomfortable every time he would want more from me. Soon, I broke it off, and now I’m living a lot better being happy with who I am. Sure, it gets a bit lonely seeing others have relationships and a partner they could hug and kiss, but I would rather hug my 3 ft long crocodile plushie. So yea- not everyone needs a partner to be able to feel happy. Just love yourself! ^^

man, i ain't the "smart one" anymore, don't knkw my old friends no more and have 0 contact and now as i move into my next year of high school i cant even do maths anymore i have forgot.. everything.

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I'm an aroace, but I can have fictional crushes. Is that normal?

Wait what? He can shoot himself?

Connor was supposed to be the most "machine" and inhumane one. Well... Turns out he is actually the most human-like one, even the deviant path feels like it. I don't know if that was the developers intention or maybe they just wanted to create a emotionless character and fail. However, in my opinion, Connor became the best character along Hanks.

time to write ANOTHER STORY! YAYY!: A talented young man's deepest fear is holding his life back. A young boy from a poor family showed great promise with his intelligence. As a child he showed a natural talent for puzzles, math, and science, and his abilities far outpaced the average child his age. Despite his humble upbringing, he was accepted into a prestigious school for gifted children, where he thrived and grew to become an even more talented young man. As his star continued to rise, his family unfortunately fell on hard times and it became increasingly difficult to give their son the support he needed. Eventually, both of his parents died, leaving him an orphan at the still young age of 12. The prodigy is devastated by the loss, and finds themself lost and alone. They must learn to navigate the world on their own, and overcome their grief in order to continue pursuing their talents. Without the support of their parents, the prodigy is left to find their own way in the world and make a name for themself despite the tragedy and hardship they have faced. A sympathetic stranger who takes them in and offers them a place to live and protection. The prodigy is initially grateful for the stranger's generosity, but over time they begin to feel like a burden. The prodigy believes that they must repay the stranger's kindness in some way, and they begin to feel a great deal of pressure to achieve something great and make the stranger proud. The prodigy's self-esteem and sense of self-worth are eventually negatively impacted by this pressure, and the prodigy's mental and emotional health begins to suffer. As the adopted prodigal grew older, he began to realize his true potential and that his intelligence could be put to great use for the benefit of others. He decided he wanted to use his intelligence to repay the stranger who took him in and to make a difference in the world. He went on to become a successful and impactful individual who made a positive impact on those around him, and he was always thankful to the stranger who took him in and gave him a chance. A talented young man who has a lot of potential and is capable of great things struggles with a fear of failure and holding himself back. He is afraid that his fears of failure will prevent him from living up to his full potential, and he feels like he needs to push past these fears in order to live the life he truly wants for himself. He seeks to find a way to overcome these fears and embrace who he truly is, allowing himself to achieve great things and live a fulfilled and satisfying life.