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ik this is an old video, but may you share what music you used in the vid?

I hope you doing better now and u can do it I believe in you and I missed you so much Plz take care of yourself please Ily🫂

Its okay♡ I think posting should primarily be for your own happiness and entertainment. And If youre already not feeling well, its not worth blaming yourself for that too. It will only get you in a wicked cycle where you set expectations for yourself that you cant uphold and end up disappointing yourself. Please dont be too harsh on yourself and give yourself the time you need. Its the only solution to make things better anyway ♡ wish you the best, Im rooting for you!!

can i ask for the protein oats recipe?

Your body is so pretty and not big at all!! Dont think youre fat or big. Youre slim and skinny and i recommend telling your dad about this ED bc when my family found out about mine, i got a psychologist and im eating normal at the moment. I do feel a bit guilty but it has gotten much better trust me. Feels good to eat and ik its scary but in the end you will be happy.

Even though I don't have an ED anymore i like to watch ur content bc its so aesthetic :)

i love hearing you talk, it makes me feel safe and less guilty :) thanks

omg! this is the first time i’ve seen someone else who gets triggered into binges bc of protein bars! twinsies 🎀

i love this video, it feels so casual! the "why did i eat that" is sooo real lol

I’m late but I gotta say I also love walking in grocery shops, I don’t even feel the need to buy anything it’s just comforting 💗

Hey! Long time no see! Dont beat yourself up because u r sick. ❤

Missing you! 😘

2:07 Are you German?? 😯 Wishing you great health 💐💐

Please come and talk with us.

Are you okay?

Sending so much support 🫶

Pepsi max is so yummy I get stacks of it when I’m feeling food repulsed

Hey :) can someone pls tell me what song that is?

Can you teach the recipe for your porridge?

I LOVEEEEEE GROCERY SHOPPING SM

Its going to be okay🩷

Wait are you swiss?!

I struggle so much with the feeling of being useless as well. I wish I had any good advice. You're not alone in this feeling of difficulty to just exist and do small things. I totally get it, no need to apologise, best of luck with finding help <3

Don't be sorry for not posting! Take care of yourself, I'm just glad that you're alive and I'm glad for the update. <3

Eli, you have no clue what you do for people, i watch you everytime i feel no desire for life, you are a force. keep going. i love you and so many others do. you know what you have to do, do it and let go of the weight on your chest. it'll feel light. sending you love, and strength.

ngl im proud of myself i ate 900 cals today and burned off 400 so i had 500 cals today, today is the first day of me restricting, im proud of myself tho! i had a protein filled meal for lunch and for snack too.

take your time, you’re just coming back to posting. Give yourself some grace, take care and you never need to apologize for prioritizing yourself. come back at your own pace (if you even want) and we are all here for you ❤

Take care of yourself, hope it gets better soon<333 We will be waiting until you feel like posting again

I wish u can get the help you deserve, you don't have to apologize for struggling at all, sending u lots of virtual hugs 🥹🤍

You're not useless, I can really assure that! Try not to blame yourself so bad :( you deserve better! I really hope you find a way out of this state soon, and good luck on finding a therapist, it'll hopefully help! Take care, ok?

Hi, i'm sorry for everything that you're going through, for what you're feeling and have been feeling, please please please remember that you're a valuable person no matter what, and you will get out of this mess, i promise you, i guarante you, in a max few years time you will be in so much of a better place. Last year i've also been in a terrible place mentally and im better now, i believe that you will get better too🫂 I'm not sure if it matters, but what helped me was forcing myself to spend more time with my family until i realised that i love them, they love me, and it became the most natural thing ever, also learning to rest, a lot, and religion, and at least trying to love myself for the tiniest things. Lots of love and support for you, remember that we all here for you, we love you and understand you❤‍🩹Stay as safe as you can

Hope you’ll feel better soon <3

sorry you've been struggling. please try to look after yourself x

I felt so relieved when i saw this notification. Can't be just me that was wprried when i saw u hadn't posted in months after the last video. Hoping you get better. Just remember: when you're tired, that's a sign to rest, not give up :) It's normal and okay to feel this way, so many of us do. Stay safe

Thanks for sharing this Ik it’s been tough but ur not alone I’ve been in a slump as well I just hope u feel better soon ❤ ur not alone I just been diagnosed with bpd and it’s been rough I really hit rock bottom so I’m in ip for trying to unalive myself but stay strong hun❤love u

Please take it easy! We love you and we will wait for you whenever you feel ready 🤎

Hey I think nobody here is mad at you for not being able to post. Mental illness is valid and it disables peope. I wish you all the best and I hope you get access to help soon <3 Lots of love 💜💜💜

no one is disappointed in you!!! idk how to explain it but even this little update that you posted means so much to everyone and if you do wanna post you can make small yt shorts to get back into making vlogs

it's fine if you didn't post but Ty so much for this update we all love you

you kind of look like ezra miller

i luv u and hope u feel better soon

Girl it’s okay we understand you, take care ❤

❤❤❤❤

Missed you,thank u for this❤

It’s okay you didn’t post if you didn’t feel like posting! Take care of yourself, we love you! And don’t worry, you don’t need to apologize ❤

Take care of yourself, we love you and there's no need to apologize. We'll be here for you whenever you can make it ❤️ I hope the therapy or whatever else you are up to try helps ❤️❤️

Plz come back:(((