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no importa pero les comento mi historia con mi casi algo, fuí la primera persona que le habló pq era nuevo en la escuela, hasta hace poco que eramos amigos, bueno, eramos un casi algo, me compraba cosas en la cafetería, decía que era muy linda, que mi cabello olía bien, etc. Hasta que conoció a ese grupito de inteligentes una amiga mía de ese grupo comenzó a pegarse a el, me sentía mal porque cada cosa que yo le pedía ella también lo hacía, además nos sentamos re lejos en el salón, pero ella se sienta casi al frente de el. El lunes le dije q me sentía algo mal y me respondió así: Eso no tiene nada que ver conmigo. Nunca me pidió perdón, nos "arreglamos" pq me estuvo ignorando toda la semana, pero hoy yo me enojé con él, la razón: le hice una grulla de papel y se la regaló a ELLA, eso realmente me dolió. ¿Estoy mal por molestarme?

Birayi uzat Pehlivan abi😢

My dog just died today.

me: trying to listen to sad songs while crying shein: BUY THIS SWEATER NOWWWW

its 2:54 and im thinkink bout him in his hoodie. we like eachother but there is one problem. age.. 4 years gap :/

its 2:54 and im thinkink bout him in his hoodie. we like eachother but there is one problem. age.. 5 years gap :/

when they leave, its not them that your involve with, its the memories. thank you wallet <33, may I have impacted your life.

Im doing this while 23, am I cooked?

Why did I let him take my heart damn it

It's 3am, and yet i lay here thinking of him, but i love her. I can't tell anymore if he's a crush or im confused... probably confused, my "friends" dont support me, who dose? I've never heard a " i care about you" or "you matter," yet i try to stay positive when things go 17:05 to shit. I need new friends, dont i?

eu ouvia MUITO essa playlist no finalzinho de 2022. Eu me apaixonei por um garoto, uma paixão a primeira vista. A primeira mensagem quem me mandou foi ele e eu nunca me esqueço, era um “oii :)”. Começamos a conversar em um domingo e não paramos mais. Depois de meses nos conhecendo e nos identificando com inúmeros assuntos que conversávamos, me apaixonei cada vez mais… me apaixonei pela voz, pelo cuidado, pelo os seus esforços pra me ver feliz. Logo após veio o amor, comecei a ver defeitos, que pra mim não pareciam NADA diante ao mar de coisas incríveis que vc era, e tudo oq fazia por mim. Eu te amei todos os dias, e mesmo tendo alguns rolinhos nesse meio tempo de 2023 à 2024 nunca foi a mesma coisa com ninguém. Nunca consegui me sentir a vontade para ser de fato eu mesma. Começamos a brigar, e inúmeras vezes, CLARO que foi por culpa minha, nunca consegui assumir nada (por questões da minha infância, mas que com terapia já consegui tratar e não tenho mais medo de amar de novo, não tenho mais bloqueios). Mas quando fui ver já era tarde, vc já estava com outro alguém, já estava amando outro alguém, e permanece até hoje… ah, se eu pudesse voltar no passado e ter me doado mais. Ah, se eu não tivesse medo de ser intensa… mas tudo bem, me arrependi, bola pra frente, não se volta ao passado, foi importante pra eu me ligar que isso aqui é vida real… foi importante para eu não ter medo de viver ao lado de quem nos ama e de quem amamos. Mas o fato é que eu o amava e continuo o amando intensamente. Hoje em dia não nos falamos mais, mas não tem nenhum momento do dia que eu não me lembre dele. Eu sinto saudade dos seus abraços com cheiro de lar, sinto saudade do acolhimento dele, sinto saudade dos seus lábios macios que me beijavam com todo amor, delicadeza e desejo do mundo. Sinto saudade de desabafar com ele, pq antes de tudo éramos muito amigos e falávamos sobre qualquer coisa. Sinto saudade do meu amor, saudade do meu melhor amigo. eu poderia voltar a segui-lo no insta e tentar puxar algum assunto para falar tudo isso? sim. Mas eu não tenho direito algum de atrapalhar seu barco que já foi tocado pra frente. Tudo o que eu quero é que você fique bem, quero que ela te faça rir até a barriga doer, quero que ela seja sua melhor amiga, e que você se sinta amado por ela, você merece isso e muito mais. Henrique, Eu, Bianca, extravagantemente continuarei o amando. tudo o que eu queria era voltar a noite que nos conhecemos e ter feito tudo diferente. Espero que me perdoe algum dia por ter te feito tão mal💟

It’s been 2 years since I listened this playlist and it’s the best playlist of my life, I can say ❤

This whole mix is what I think of when I inevitably take a trip around my mental warehouse, and go through my memories again. Granted, I'm only 23, almost 24.. But all the same, I still feel old. I still look at the younger men and women I know, and feel shame. The kids who were just born, the people born in the mid 2010's... They never got to experience life like we did back in the early 2000's. An honest to God more or less functional economy, when going outside with friends was seen as ok and not as something avoided. I remember a time when balancing rent with things I wanted, it was easy. Now, I have to seriously debate between food for the next couple weeks, or bills for the month. I remember a time when life actually felt good. Now? Life isn't living, it's surviving. Life isn't getting up and being happy enough to face the day with hope. Life's about getting up, slaving for Big Brother, and trying to decide if you'd rather be hungry as shit, or be without electricity, or wondering if you have enough money for just a loaf of bread. We ain't living anymore. Us normal folk are in "survival mode."

It got recommended to me after two years from my watch later playlist and my grandma passed away on yesterday morning 😭💔 im heartbroken now

i remember the day we met. he was 7, i was 8 and it was summertime. i met him through my cousins at the local meet up spot everyone goes to, and we were getting food. i asked my mom if i could get a cherry soda but she said i could have something when we got home, and he ordered a cherry soda and took me by the hand behind a bush where we shared it. we were giggling and smiling. i never forgot that. ever since then we've been close friends. he was homeschooled and i wasnt, so we didnt see each other a lot. whenever i went to his house, though, we would turn all the lights off in his bathroom and tell scary stories for hours. i have a complicated relationship with my parents, but i was always welcome there. his parents treated me as their own. i was at home there. in sixth grade, my mom decided to homeschool me, and i'd see him and my cousins a lot since they were homeschooled too. we became inseparable after that, he was my only friend for a really long time. i got attached. i fell in love with august e. i saw him for the first time in 6 months today. i just got back from my cousins party, which he was at. i dont know how to feel about him, honestly. i really thought i was over him, for a while i resented him for god-knows-why. he's had a boyfriend for 9 months now, and theyre happy. i thought i didnt love him anymore, but the tightness in my chest says otherwise. i dont hate his boyfriend, i really dont. but i hate the fact that we're so alike, so similar that it couldve been me. when they first met, he would tell me "R is so much like you," "its like another version of you." it couldve been me. in another universe, it was me. i know he knows that i loved him. that i still love him. but does he love me? i feel like he does, but maybe im imagining it. i feel like im goint crazy. auggie, if you see this: i love you. i think you know that though. ive loved you since you shared that cherry soda. ive loved you since we would have nerf wars in the forest. ive loved you since we would take walks to the pond and skip rocks. i loved you when i was with olivia, i loved you when i was with vivi, i loved you more than i ever loved either of them, you're the reason im bisexual, ive only ever wanted you. i love you, and it fucking hurts. it just really hurts.

We have known each other since last year in September, I fell in love with him at first sight. It took him a few months to love me back, But he eventually got comfortable with me. It started with sitting with each other to holding hands, To hanging out, to kissing on the cheek, to Kissing on the lips. A few days ago we broke up, Turns out he only liked me for a few months and only pittied me enough to date me. So I wouldn't kill myself, I truly thought he loved me back. Or at least from the time we met to now. I'm glad I got to experience something close to love.

Weird. Always thought about harm me, never went through with it, it hurts like physically hurts to press the knife on my wrists. I think I’d rather die alone with friends who care about me.

girls are like fish, if you keep fishing in the same river you will keep catching the same fish.. but that makes me curious.. arnt all rivers connected? Juice wrld - all girls are the same

Watching the last sunset,

i feel so lost after he died

i've never been in love. i want to. but i feel like i dont deserve it. no job. no car. live with my parents at 22. yet i just want to feel loved

I listen to this playlist when she broke me and I still do because of her

Today i've hurt a loved one, i just want to walk until i fall and never get up

I miss him so much but I know it's for the better we don't talk anymore

You don't have to attack me like that

Not me falling in love with a fictional character and then pretend like we are right person wrong time :)

I'm here for a person whom I've loved .He was my senior at school.I search him wherever I go.I see him in every tall boy.I know that I'll never be able to find him again.Just wanna comeback to this comment after years to realise tht I have or haven't moved on .

This playlist is where my unrequited love fits right

Pov; Crying to this at 11:57 am on a Tuesday getting rejected..

Ja fazem 2 anos,mas sempre dou uma passada aki,foram momentos tão intensos e legais que não esqueço, não doi mais, só penso como seria se aquilo nao tivesse acontecido.

If it’s the right person then there would never be a wrong time… -anonymous person

“If it was in the wrong time, she wouldn't be called the right person.” -a friend of mine

I broke up with my bf i feel like we can never be together again

I loved u.. I love u... But ur no more here for me to tell u that... Im lost.. u were the only one who understood me..... Ill forever protect u.... Even if ur not here anymore........- Why..why .. This doesnt make sense... U made me make a promise... yet u were the one who did it.. Tho...I did make another promise to myself..Ill be with u soon ml...promise u wont have to wait long... <'3

This guy really likes me but I don't like him back I don't know how to tell him and I feel as if I do date him I'll hurt myself or hurt him... I already have horrible mental health i just got out of a relationship and I don't know what to do anymore...

I lost the person who I planned my whole life with💔 It's breaking me so hard everyday

Luca. You are truly someone special, no matter how i much i try to tell myself its all an illusion; because we never even talked in person, you just got this special something. If i would forget you for a brief moment and then see you again, i would instantly fall for you all over again. I mean its already kinda like this, except i dont completely forget you or something, now writing this it doesnt feel too bad, im getting used to this feeling. But i know in fact when i will see you on monday again, i WILL get the feeling when we first locked eye contact, the exact moment i fell for you, the butterflies, this excitement but mixed with this grim realiziation that you wouldnt ever like me back, but actually in the first place my feelings werent based on you rep. them, i was just a random girl when i confessed to you, also didnt cared about making a "good impression". I acted very goofy in my approach to you, but that was because to mask the embarrassment that came along pouring my heart out to a person where i couldnt tell on how they would react. And of course then a few more thing happened, with my friends and your friend group involved you know.. but these circstumances dont matter right now, i wanted to write how about this feeling on liking you, its been a long time since someone has me feeling like this. I know my feelings are only based on your appearance and on your good looks, an infuation, but in my souls it feels so heavy. You are making me dream, still.

Hi everyone I just want to say. My best friend forgot about me but that’s okay! She was amazing ..5 years, and left me. Doesn’t matter! I wanna say they come and than they go.

That thunder scared the shit out of me 😂

i fell in love with the idea of what we could have been which is what hurts the most

I messed everything up. Even tho I still love him so so much.

I fell in love with a girl in middle school. We met in 6th grade. In that moment, i fell deeply for her. Before i even knew what love was, i loved her. We became best friends. A year or two later, she just left. Gone. Everyone gaslighted me for years that she never existed. That it was a dream. But i knew it wasn't. Something kept telling me it wasn't. My mind could never imagine someone that beautiful. So for 5 years i searched everywhere. Every social platform. Every town in my area. I skipped school some days just to take a bus to surrounding towns and go to schools to see if she was there. 5 years, everyone convinced me that she was not real. So senior year. I was giving up. I was about to join the service. I'd never find her. I was so in love that it hurt. I want to find her so bad. So, a month before i graduated, we put on a play. I was the star character. And my last performance for the year i saw her. In the crowd of 2000 plus people, she stuck right out. Like a ray of sunshine in a black, dark forest. I froze mid performance. I managed to play it off, and no one thought anything of it. We later reconnected and became friends all over again but as completely different people. She was as beautiful as the day i lost her. Fast forward, i went off for the service, and we are still in contact. I come back for a week before going overseas. And i finally confessed 10 years of deep, passionate love at sunset on a cliff overlooking the most beautiful beach. Fast forward a little more, and it turns out we were the perfect couple. In another timeline. Right person. Wrong time. So we agreed we can't be together. We are still debating to even stay friends. Maybe it was best if i forgot about her 8 years ago. We will never find out if it could have worked. I still love her with a passion. She still loves me. But we are in two different worlds.

I lost my grandma almost 4 months ago, since my parents worked she was basically my mother, the day of her funeral i couldn't believe it, i just hoped that in any moment she would come and scold me like always, i miss her so much

I feel in love with the wrong men over and over its already 6 , I hope K isn't the 7th... Here's the 6 guys (they are my ex...) 1 . Nick , Cheater! 2 . Josh , wow... 3 . Alan , I f**** trusted you... 4 Alex. Cheater , abuser 5. Asher , .... Cheater 6. Ashton. Why?.... He was a cheater The crazy part I realized today ... The girl was always there That girl ruined my hole life but no one dared talk about it in my school especially my bff thanks bff I love you! The girl name Alex wow.... Seriously? I hate you you are dead to me! You are a monster a devil ! You were the one that made those 6 boys fall in luv with you and the 6 boys want me back you did it on purpose... Now are they all stalking me? Yeaa (I am fine guys!) But K I please don't fall for it even though y'all don't know each other..

This video has been in my watch later for two years-

I broke up with my ex in February, and honestly good riddance. we had too many incompatiabilities and she really struggled to trust me for anything. I randomly met this girl online from my home country in early March, and we just clicked. I didn't even think about it, and we have so many things in common. Being with her is so easy going, and I think she's been great to have around in my life. I realised I liked her and knew I had to tell her soon, so I told her and suggested I visit her in her country for the weekend. We met up once in April and again in May, both experiences being absolutely amazing. She has really opened up to me and isn't afraid to be herself, and we're definitely falling for each other now. I think I love her, but this time I am way more cautious. My last relationship was long distance, and so was hers. Both relationships weren't great, and were both worried about going through long distance yet again. It's really hard for me to take the plunge and risk being horribly hurt like last time, but part of me wants to. I am so torn, but I'm not going to let my insecurities get in the way of getting to know her further. One thing is certain though, we will need to close the distance for this to work out.

I have something to confess and i wanted to know if people also felt this way to... But how is started was long ago, I really really really liked someone and I had a meager crush on them but they dated someone else and I've been holding these feelings for a long time that I've loved him much more and more as time passed while my feelings kept growing my hurt for him did as well... ofc I am happy for him that he found someone he really loves and tbh i did to! i found some else that i really love that i really care about but... I don't think I've moved on yet my heart keeps hurting every time I talk to him or think of him its been extremely hard and stressful to understand everything... if anyone has any advice i would love to hear🖤

Her parents said we couldn't be friends a few weeks ago, and i was looking thru our old texts while listening to our playlist, when i stumbled across a text saying she couldn't live without me. Thats when i noticed she liked my back but she just didnt notice. Now its too late.

he was the only person that actually loved me for who i am and not because of my looks. i miss him so much and i hope in two years when he's finally able to leave his house, our roads will cross again. i love you...

Hey. What’s your name? Woah, that’s such a pretty name, it fits you. Me? My name isn’t important. How are you? Is life hitting you again? That’s alright. Let it all out. I’m here for you. Whatever you’re going through. Just know, I’m proud of you. You’re doing great, love. Your smile is adorable, did you know that? Yes, it is. It’s alright to feel tired. It’s alright to feel hopeless. It’s alright. I’m here. I’m always here. Forever and ever. I’m proud of you. I don’t care what grades you have. I don’t care how you look. I don’t care who you are. Where you are. Why you’re here. We all have reasons. We all have a story to tell. Your chapter isn’t done, love. Yet the book is closed. What happened? You don’t need to tell me. I know it’s hard. I’ll be with you. And once you’re able to open that book again, let me know. I’ll throw you a surprise party! What’s your favorite cake? I’m not very good at baking, but for you, I’m willing to try. Chocolate? Simple but delightful. Leaves a bittersweet taste in your mouth. It reminds me of someone. Hehe, anyways. I leave this book in your capable hands. No requirements. I just want you to write your feelings down. Maybe, a story will be born.