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The Truth about My Cancer
A final official update (for now) about what's going on with my Stage 4 lung cancer. Good news, some talk about what's been happening lately, and some insight into what's to come in the near future.
Patreon Link: patreon.com/thephotodept
Gofundme link:
gofund.me/28b59d16
00:00 a transition
01:26 how ive been spending my time lately
03:38 I have some stuff I wanna talk about
04:43 gofundme
06:07 I messed up
11:48 why I'm self conscious
14:48 some good news
18:26 lets get serious
20:42 the future of the channel
23:38 bye
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Video

Treatment Vlog 02: Really Good News
zhlédnutí 10KPřed měsícem
The second in a series of vlogs I will be producing that documents my treatment journey with lung cancer. I will try my best to do these regularly as a way to highlight this crazy time in my life. This episode is a very good one. Please share my gofundme: gofund.me/f77e4829 00:00 expectations for the day 03:00 arriving for gamma knife appointment 2 03:29 mask fitting and prep for gamma knife 06...
Treatment Vlog 01: First Gamma Knife Session
zhlédnutí 6KPřed měsícem
The first in a series of vlogs I will be producing that documents my treatment journey with lung cancer. I will try my best to do these regularly as a way to highlight this crazy time in my life. Please share my gofundme: gofund.me/f77e4829 00:00 breakfast of champions 00:30 arriving for gamma knife appointment 01:06 feelings 01:45 mask fitting 02:07 a cool camera 02:38 update on treatment 04:2...
Update on my diagnosis, treatment, and what's to come in the near future
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Apologies for the long wait on an update, lots of imaging and testing to get where we are but wee have a diagnosis and tentative treatment plan. Watch the video for more. gofund.me/28b59d16 00:00 hello 00:45 diagnosis update 06:50 treatment going forward 07:30 gofundme 13:50 what's next this year 14:36 eagle rock camera lab 18:10 final thoughts
I have cancer.
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I don't know how else to say it, I have cancer! This was definitely not in the plans. I just wanted to update you all on what's going on and what comes next. If you want to help, I have a GoFundMe set up for my initial medical costs, will which undoubtedly be crippling. gofund.me/28b59d16 Thank you.
The Secrets of Harman Phoenix
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I finally got my hands on some of the new HARMAN Phoenix, and decided to do something a little different. www.patreon.com/thephotodept Be sure to follow me on Instagram cmsturm Check out The Spooky Park Bench Podcast at anchor.fm/spookyparkbench/ (also streaming on Apple Podcasts and Spotify) @spookyparkbench on Instagram 00:00 introducing the new 00:30 my initial thoughts 05:00 l...
a brand new medium format film
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I got the chance to try out a new film thanks to my friend Keaton (Metal Fingers on YT). New film is always good. Reflx Lab 220 Film: reflxlab.com/products/reflx-l... Follow Keaton on instragram: bazooka_mouth www.patreon.com/thephotodept Be sure to follow me on Instagram cmsturm Check out The Spooky Park Bench Podcast at anchor.fm/spookyparkbench/ (also streaming on...
open studio 07: New Ilford Color Film Leaked
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An anonymous redditor leaked the new Ilford film that is slated for December 1st. It looks like a new color film has entered the market. Be sure to follow me on Instagram cmsturm Check out The Spooky Park Bench Podcast at anchor.fm/spookyparkbench/ (also streaming on Apple Podcasts and Spotify) @spookyparkbench on Instagram www.patreon.com/thephotodept I get all my music from Epid...
The Spooky Park Bench Podcast in-person
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After a little over three years, the hosts of The Spooky Park Bench Podcast meet for the first time. An hour of wholesome and not so wholesome camaraderie all the way from the UK. This episode, as well as the rest of our catalog, is available on Apple Podcasts and anywhere else you like to listen to podcasts. Check out The Spooky Park Bench Podcast at anchor.fm/spookyparkbench/ (also streaming ...
my best friend visits from the UK and we shoot film
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My best friend finally comes to visit all the way from the UK. We drink coffee, eat diner food, and shoot film. We also get to record an in-person episode of The Spooky Park Bench podcast, with video. Lots of fun, very heartwarming. Follow Mike on instragram: mikeysim1 mike_sim_photo www.patreon.com/thephotodept Be sure to follow me on Instagram cmsturm...
The Film Lab is Back
zhlédnutí 3,6KPřed 9 měsíci
Yeah, you read that right. I am bringing back lab services....kinda. Watch the video to see what I mean. Lots of juicy info! www.patreon.com/thephotodept Be sure to follow me on Instagram thephotodeptstudio Check out The Spooky Park Bench Podcast at anchor.fm/spookyparkbench/ (also streaming on Apple Podcasts and Spotify) @spookyparkbench on Instagram 00:00 you made yourselves ver...
My Film Lab Is A Failure: What Happened?
zhlédnutí 9KPřed 10 měsíci
I was hoping I could avoid this, but sometimes you ha e to accept reality and push forward. If you want to support this channel, join the Patreon! Get access to the Discord, early release of videos, exclusive videos and livestreams, and giveaways! www.patreon.com/thephotodept Be sure to follow me on Instagram thephotodept Check out The Spooky Park Bench Podcast at anchor.fm/spooky...
If you shoot 120 film, you need to be doing this
zhlédnutí 1,5KPřed 10 měsíci
After opening a film lab, this has become the number one problem for me while trying to streamline our workflow. I'm actually surprised how many people don't do this. Go check out the website at thephotodeptlab.com, and follow us on Instagram @thephotodeptlab. If you want to support this channel, join the Patreon! Get access to the Discord, early release of videos, exclusive videos and livestre...
Opening a Film Lab in 2023
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Opening a Film Lab in 2023
I'm Opening a Film Lab
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I'm Opening a Film Lab
open studio 06: Why You Should Be Shooting in Black & White
zhlédnutí 2,5KPřed rokem
open studio 06: Why You Should Be Shooting in Black & White
The Cameras I'm Most Excited to Use in 2023
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The Cameras I'm Most Excited to Use in 2023
open studio 05: New Medium Format Camera
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open studio 05: New Medium Format Camera
open studio 04: Auto vs Manual Exposure
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open studio 04: Auto vs Manual Exposure
open studio 03: the male gaze and photography in 2023
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open studio 03: the male gaze and photography in 2023
open studio 02: How I get Perfect Exposure with Film
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open studio 02: How I get Perfect Exposure with Film
open studio 01: The Rising Cost of Kodak Film
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open studio 01: The Rising Cost of Kodak Film
Winter Landscapes on 4x5 Film
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Winter Landscapes on 4x5 Film
Expired 4x5 Ektachrome
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Expired 4x5 Ektachrome
what's in a professional photographers bag
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what's in a professional photographers bag
bringing a 35mm camera to the club
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bringing a 35mm camera to the club
an unexpectedly awesome point and shoot
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an unexpectedly awesome point and shoot
how to cross process silberra color 100 the wrong way
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how to cross process silberra color 100 the wrong way
the nikon f2 wishes it was this tough
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the nikon f2 wishes it was this tough
secretly shooting the new cinestill 400d in ikea
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secretly shooting the new cinestill 400d in ikea

Komentáře

  • @leopold3450
    @leopold3450 Před 7 hodinami

    Fuck being embarrassed. There’s humor in it. Also I’m in Los Angeles and it’s getting really hot so best to have a shaved head.

  • @27Eilene
    @27Eilene Před 10 hodinami

    Wow that’s amazing news! I hope you’re feeling more like yourself again soon. That cannot be easy. ❤

  • @warriorchic
    @warriorchic Před 14 hodinami

    I only had 4 rounds too for early stage breast cancer. Was anxious and shaved my head before my very first treatment. The WBC shot and steroids really did a number on my skin and bones. I gained 40lbs during treatment. You will see some improvement 30 days after your last chemo treatment. Great news from your radiation oncologist and knowing that treatment is actually working. Sending prayers to you and your family to ensure treatment goes safely and smooth.

  • @twohourphoto
    @twohourphoto Před 19 hodinami

    Excited for the future! One last sady boy comment though. You're not alone there are people who love and care about you. We wish you all the best and are always here for you. Glad you still have your sense of humor. Never let that go :)

  • @eldiablo.13
    @eldiablo.13 Před dnem

    Wow! Good news! I needed some good news today, no matter if it's from a stranger on the internet. I'm happy for you!

  • @PhilKnall
    @PhilKnall Před dnem

    Having spent much of my teens looking like DP without mask I have a lot of sympathy for your visual situation. Keep it up dude.

    • @ThePhotoDept
      @ThePhotoDept Před dnem

      Dude same. I feel like I’m back in high school.

    • @PhilKnall
      @PhilKnall Před dnem

      @@ThePhotoDept Not the fondest memories to relive! Hope it normalises quickly.

  • @tombrown2468
    @tombrown2468 Před dnem

    I've always been into photography outside of this (you can see my photo of St. Pauls in London as my profile image), but it was the cancer that for some reason the algorithm brought me to your channel. Just want to say hi from 🇬🇧 - we're all rooting for you. You're dealing with this far better than I would. I'm not gonna be one of those people to say 'You will beat this' - because cancer is not a war, pass or fail. It just is. Just know that people care about what happens to you, stranger, take that as a hug from across the world. Finally I want to say I absolutely LOVE the way you have composed this video, the shots are beautiful and moving.

  • @Daniel.Walker
    @Daniel.Walker Před 2 dny

    I love how much respect you spoke outloud for yourself and how it feels to be experiencing what you are right now. Thanks Chris. Share what you want, how you want; and I’m jazzed about photography content as always!

  • @thetroothhurtz
    @thetroothhurtz Před 2 dny

    Bro you are so strong!! Keep crushing it!!

  • @silviebreber1523
    @silviebreber1523 Před 2 dny

    My instincts tell me you have been scamming people for gofundme donations with financial half-truths and exaggerations. "Let's milk this for all its worth". Beware of karma.

    • @ThePhotoDept
      @ThePhotoDept Před dnem

      What an insane thing to say without any proof. I would watch out for that karma thing if I were you. Can’t be good for karma telling cancer patients you think they are scammers. Have the day you deserve.

    • @silviebreber1523
      @silviebreber1523 Před dnem

      @@ThePhotoDept My instincts are usually right.

    • @ThePhotoDept
      @ThePhotoDept Před dnem

      @silviebreber1523 well I hope you can cope with the times they aren’t. Like right now. It takes a lot of balls to tell a stranger anonymously you think they are a scammer when they are fighting stage 4 lung cancer.

    • @tombrown2468
      @tombrown2468 Před dnem

      Even if you think this, it's a crazy thing to say. Even if you're convinced that's the case. An 'instinct' isn't worth even the smallest possibility of accusing someone who is already suffering so much physically and emotionally of scamming. Instead of going around accusing people with cancer of being scammers, maybe you should advocate for free healthcare in America which would solve the 'scammers' problem, as people wouldn't need to fundraise to get medical help!

    • @ThePhotoDept
      @ThePhotoDept Před dnem

      @tombrown2468 very well said.

  • @VivaEZLN1
    @VivaEZLN1 Před 2 dny

    ♡♡♡

  • @Grow.YT.Views.954
    @Grow.YT.Views.954 Před 2 dny

    Thoroughly enjoyed the information presented.

  • @nirregatv448
    @nirregatv448 Před 2 dny

    When my grandpa had cancer he swelled up and had a lot of water retention like you Im glad youre doing good tho

  • @forgottenamericana
    @forgottenamericana Před 2 dny

    Keep up the fight brother...

  • @luchocornejo890
    @luchocornejo890 Před 2 dny

    This was both heartwarming and hilarious at the same time 😂 very happy to hear this good news

  • @ruthsebastian4760
    @ruthsebastian4760 Před 2 dny

    Happy to know that you are doing well. God bless. Praying for you. 🙏

  • @eatthetoast
    @eatthetoast Před 2 dny

    Im only my fifth round, day 1 right now as i type this my brother and I haven’t lost my hair yet haha and i still have another 4 to go before the doctors talk about what to do next. But lets be strong together my man ❤️ Also i greatly suggest getting a port instead of them trying to find a vein every time.

  • @maryjaneclester6310

    OMG - what a blessing. Your brain tumors are gone. Praise God! 🙏🙏

  • @user-ob1oi7kn2w
    @user-ob1oi7kn2w Před 2 dny

    They can do wonders god bless ya❤

  • @juliaholcomb8820
    @juliaholcomb8820 Před 2 dny

    Never been happier to receive an update video. ❤ Been sending prayers your way.

  • @slowmustache
    @slowmustache Před 2 dny

    Youve got this friend! Wishing you the absolute best and I truly admire your candidness and shining personality

  • @ltrs1212
    @ltrs1212 Před 2 dny

    Hang in there. The world needs you to live. Don't give up.

  • @chrisbphoto
    @chrisbphoto Před 2 dny

    Still handsome AF no matter what. Change my mind.

  • @jherod2024
    @jherod2024 Před 2 dny

    No tumors in the brain is always good news! I hope your journey back to CA goes well and things work out for the better.

  • @NPJensen
    @NPJensen Před 2 dny

    Great news about the brain tumors! Steroids are such a pain. As someone who spent nearly a full year on them with the moon face effect for the majority of that time, I feel with you. It's true though, it does get better again afterwards. Serious illness is life changing, but at least, it also reveals who your real friends are. Seems to me like you're blessed with many real friends and won't find yourself alone by the time remission kicks in (unlike some of us). Anyway, still cheering you on from a far as it's the only thing I can do. Keep fighting the good fight!

  • @americanpatriot6484

    You were filming probably three miles due north of where I am.

    • @ThePhotoDept
      @ThePhotoDept Před 2 dny

      Oh wow, small world

    • @americanpatriot6484
      @americanpatriot6484 Před 2 dny

      @@ThePhotoDept - I'm curious. When you had just the lake behind you, were you around the South Shore area or more by Bradford Beach. It looked more like South Shore.

  • @auditat
    @auditat Před 2 dny

    Thanks for the update

  • @epp
    @epp Před 2 dny

    Ok these should be your best friends on Tagrisso: Imodium, Udderly Smooth hand lotion with 20% Urea, and Clindamycin cream (extra) helps with Tagrisso rash.

    • @ThePhotoDept
      @ThePhotoDept Před 2 dny

      Luckily already have protonix and clindamycin.

  • @flyingo
    @flyingo Před 2 dny

    Dude, zoomed in to take a peek and you look perfectly fine. Try to let go of that trepidation about your appearance. I’m sure everyone here is supportive and concerned more about your well being than any superficial stuff. I hope you’ll find energy to create with film again soon. Wishing you the best.

    • @ThePhotoDept
      @ThePhotoDept Před 2 dny

      I’m trying! It’s just a dramatic difference in a very short amount of time so I’m super self conscious.

  • @BryanBirks
    @BryanBirks Před 2 dny

    Dude, bad buzzed heads unite. I shaved mine a bit ago and it's just not a good look for me. Plus my wife is a hair stylist and always comments on my huge occipital bone. Happy to hear the good news and happy to see you have a sense of humor through it all. Let's keep it going.

    • @ThePhotoDept
      @ThePhotoDept Před 2 dny

      It was such a bummer to find out my skull isn’t made for buzzed hair. Thats why god gave me luscious hair so I wouldn’t be tempted to in the first place. Ive learned my lesson. Thanks friend. Onward!

  • @oliviaoliviaoliviaaa

    Happy to hear you’re doing much better! As someone who was touched by a parent passing from cancer- do not feel guilty! You’re loved ones are there for you by choice and they love you endlessly. As someone who has a deep seeded fear of developing cancer and putting my loved ones through it- give yourself the grace and patience that someone going through your situation deserves. Guilt comes with the territory (on both sides). Good luck to you!

  • @jackienguyen9290
    @jackienguyen9290 Před 2 dny

    Have you considered stand-up?

  • @ldjt6184
    @ldjt6184 Před 2 dny

    Is it NSCLC or SCLC? Is it adenocarcinoma or squamous cell?

  • @thatboyjune_1869
    @thatboyjune_1869 Před 2 dny

    This will soon be a thing to be remembered about and not your whole life. You’re almost there much love Chris🥺

  • @rbanerjee605
    @rbanerjee605 Před 2 dny

    Imma be honest, Im just glad you're still alive.

  • @sktvictor
    @sktvictor Před 2 dny

    so happy news, i wish all the best for you

  • @EmericaTheTour
    @EmericaTheTour Před 2 dny

    I mean, I keep my fingers crossed for you from the beginning, but the vibe of "the cancer is personal for me, I wanna keep it close to the chest", but also "if you pay, I'm gonna tell you all about it" kinda itches. Other than the sound of it, it is actually understandable.

    • @ThePhotoDept
      @ThePhotoDept Před 2 dny

      I tried to be really clear about it, basically going forward, I want to keep more personal stuff off of CZcams and focus more on photography. If you’re really invested in the cancer journey and want to see the more personal stuff, it isn’t unreasonable to put it behind a modest paywall. In the first hand it deters the conspiracy theory loving, hateful, online trolls from engaging. Check my cancer announcement video to see what I mean. On the other hand, if you really want a peek into my personal life that bad, $4 isn’t going to bankrupt you. It seems fair to me. Hope you have a good weekend.

    • @EmericaTheTour
      @EmericaTheTour Před 2 dny

      ​@@ThePhotoDept I am speaking from a perspective of someone who is not into details of insurance/medical payments topics of your country. It's only natural for me to keep such info truly personal and not share it with anyone, but as I said before, I can't fully comprehend the concept of not having everything treatment-wise free (speaking more emotionally than intellectually) because I'm from Europe. That said, I'm also a medical professional, so I say it's understandable and I really wish you the very best. I will also follow your journey, but within the scope of your own choice on YT.

  • @jeejkee6471
    @jeejkee6471 Před 2 dny

    I love to see how many anonymous people donated. There are a lot of good people out there. ❤

  • @LeVitrail
    @LeVitrail Před 2 dny

    I am so happy to hear the news about the brain,that's awesome! Your sense of humour is priceless,btw 😹I loved this video!

  • @jsshayes1
    @jsshayes1 Před 2 dny

    Great video Chris! Love hearing whatever you want to talk about.

  • @user-cn1uu1tt5y
    @user-cn1uu1tt5y Před 2 dny

    There is hope in Christ. Repent Believe. Our only need is for forgiveness. We are all sinners. Praying that God may give you eyes to see.

    • @jackienguyen9290
      @jackienguyen9290 Před 2 dny

      God gave him eyes when he was born. Thank you very much

  • @DementiaDon
    @DementiaDon Před 2 dny

    Awesome news on the brain, sounds like you're responding really well to treatment. Let's hope it gets you to NED.

  • @willimina362
    @willimina362 Před 2 dny

    Great update!

  • @gaymer5697
    @gaymer5697 Před 2 dny

    buzzing your head even though you didn't need to is funny as hell :D Best of luck with your treatment. + loved how you framed the still shots.

  • @michaelsim7687
    @michaelsim7687 Před 2 dny

    Having more face just means I have more to kiss.xxxxxxxxxxx

  • @realhi-fihelplarry8047

    Tips to beating cancer and other diseases: 1. Only drink water and drink 2-3l a day. 2. Eat mainly root vegetables that are organic. (especially turnips) 3. Do what almost no one is able to do, and that is eat your 3 meals in a 6 to maximum 8 hour window a day. (start meal to end meal, in order for the body to repair itself much faster) 4. Totally leave:sugar/sweeteners/normal cheap unhealthy fats. Cancer lives of sugar. That will make it a lot easier for you guys. Good luck.

  • @deepzepp4176
    @deepzepp4176 Před 3 dny

    I don’t mean to overwhelm you, but Please look into Cannabis oil and CBD. I’ve been using it to treat my grade 3 brain tumor for 3 years now. Please, if you want to know more, let me know.

  • @Stanley_The_Great
    @Stanley_The_Great Před 4 dny

    I hope that everyday you get better and beat the cancer. ❤️

  • @Only.The.First.
    @Only.The.First. Před 4 dny

    WOMP WOMP

  • @user-on9yt3qr1x
    @user-on9yt3qr1x Před 5 dny

    Do what you always wanted to do, may the strength and hope always be your side