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Something tells me she's never been to the pantomime... no principal boy, no Dame and not even a pantomime horse... boooo, his...

I so understand you Romina, I have been struggling with depression, anxiety and PTSD for 13 months, and it's very severe. This is my second bout with depression, I beat it once, but this time it's much worse. I also have to rely on medication to function, but you know, if the meds keep me from doing something stupid (such as killing myself), then it's worth it. I have some wonderful, loving and supporting friends, who are constantly by my side, and help me through the rough times. Please don't give up. Maybe you could go for counselling (I see my counselor every other week), I wish you all the best, and no, you are not alone. I will keep you in my prayers, ok?

Your voice is awsome!!!

Thanks for this feedback! By the way, your skin looks great!

Well, rats don't need to be bathed. Yeah it makes them smell better but rats are not meant to smell great. They're rather smelly animals and that is something people need to take into consideration when thinking of getting a pet rat. No, you do not need to brush her teeth. Rat breath is rat breath. Make sure she has chew toys to file her teeth down.

Even if it was a little. I'm glad :)

For some reason you made me feel a little better!

I had to google Pantheist, had no idea it was called that but was familiar with that. I come from a christian background too. I'm all over the place at the moment as to what I believe in. I need time I think...

cont.... I told him it's an overwhelming feeling of despair, and you're drowning in it. You can't seem to get out and in most cases you don't even have the will to try. It's a horrible thing to experience because since it's not a physical illness or a mental illness like schizophrenia where it's easy to see.. people don't take you seriously, think you're making a big deal out of nothing or you just have to snap out of it. They will get it some day :) hang in there ok :) and Thank you :D

That's ok. I'm glad you found it useful! It's been a while since I made any videos.. I've been through a couple of crisis since then and quite bad. Just coming out of it now, with treatment though. Some people are thick headed and just don't understand things they haven't experienced themselves. I had trouble getting my dad to understand. I tried giving him an analogy where the darkness is too much and there is no light. It's not like there's a switch you can turn on and say yay i'm happy now :D

Yes there are people worse than me. In a way I used to be hard on myself too. I used to get sad and frustrated because I couldn't be "normal" like everyone else. Deal with problems or certain situations like everyone else... something simple for someone else was overwhelming for me. It took me a while to come to terms with this. Honestly if I had it worse than this... I would be long gone.

I am agnostic but leaning towards pantheist. I come from a christian background.

Thanks for making this awesome video! Im going to show this to my family because they are having a lot of trouble understanding what is happening to me. And btw, you are so pretty! :-)

There are people worse off than you, yes that feels terrible sad thing is I was the one that told myself that , it didn't help it just made me feel like a pathetic human being , fast forward about a year I got diagnosed with depression( dysthymia ) looking back I see how bad telling myself that and other stuff I had told myself was

I don't know what you mean... you can't share my video?

Why can't I share this to my group, SAD.??

Thank you... I'm doing a certificate 2 animal studies.. its a pre-requisite for vet nursing :)

very heavy stuff Romina

That is so true... and thank you again :)

My sister pretty much said the same thing about medication being a help. I can honestly say now that I don't like the way I am without medication... I'm a completely different person on the verge of suicide... That is not something I would want to put my family through again... Thank you for the support and I'm glad we have found each other, so we know we are not alone :)

Thank you... I'm happy to know that :)

You have a point, being positive does always help in situations. The difference is when you're in a deep depression you don't have that ability anymore. As if the ability to think positive things was taken away from you. And in this case, people telling you, you just have to think positive can be very frustrating to someone who doesn't know how or simply can't.

Hello, thanks for your comments... how old are you and what do you do in terms of study or work?

Well I disagree with one of them. The mind set thing is actually true, because when ur positive, good things happen and you will be happier, and when ur negative, bad things will happen. We actually have the power to control that, it's just all about how our mind thinks of things. Sure just saying that alone, oh just be happy, won't help, I agree with that, that person can give more advice than that. But positivity does help.

I suffer from depression too. I don't know if u know how this feels, or if can help, but I always feel lonely everyday. I am always bored, whenever I try to find things at home, no matter how much I try, I always think about my friends. My friends always have plans, always go out, but I never ca mae plans cuz my friends are alwas busy, or my family doesn't want to take me out anywhere. My friends hardly talk to me when I want to talk to them, and I just can't help this feeilngs? Any advice?

Awww... my sister was a scientist too and used mice in her research. She also had to kill them when it was done :( it's a little sad isn't it. I'm sort of leaning towards VET nursing, there are a lot of other options like animal welfare sector and such but I'm still not certain with what area I want to work in. Of course I listen to my subscibers! I don't have very many and I don't have much of a life at the moment so it's very very easy! :-D Hope you are well!!

Yes that's right you did! I'm so sorry but my memory sucks! I've never been to colombia so I wouldn't be able to compare.. and fortunately nothing bad happened to me the times I went to chile but I know from stories my parents and friends have told me :)

Hey... where are you from?

Thanks :D... it was fun filming like that.. I might do it every once in a while. The arm thing is healing slowly, pretty cool bruise though eh ;) Trying my best the being healthy but it's so hard with so many temptations around!

Interesting idea.... I'll give that a go too :) Thanks

kind words :)

I know right :D

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Sure.. I'll make a video about those next :)

@thesparkleicious hey :) hope you're well

@LucianaVIP1 exactly! :) thanks

Awww! So sweet of you making this video for her! I agree with you! Ignore them! Focus on us who love you! LOL

Hey:)

Love your Long hair Romina..always and you look best in that!! So grow now and longer than before :) .... might wanna add the pic with long hair in the black dress :) ... by the window...the old house.... (Hugs)...

@DaveyLoosesWeight Thanks for the input Dave.... I do think I understand his point of view. But our relationship was never going to develop into anything else, as he's not the relationship type and has told me so. I think he just took it personally, and thought that it was only HIM that I wasn't spending time with. Oh well. Some things aren't meant to be.

@enfermera1971 you're very very very right! thank you :)

@MYHUMAN68 haha thanks man, yeah everything else is alright... ill make a video on how im going and what I'm up to pretty soon :)

sorry to hear about this. Hope your feeling better. As for the guy, its not like he doesnt care, he does, but because he doesnt understand you he cant comprehend what your going through. And yes, he will take it personally, because if you wont meet him or say you cant, then he'll take it as a reflection of how you feel about him. Anyways, if he cant understand it, best to stay away as you'll only hurt him further if things were to develop.

@BarelyNoticeable Thank you so much, I am doing much better, put that behind and I know I couldn't have done it any different. Thanks for your encouragement :)

@brindabellaoffroad too true!

@brindabellaoffroad No not too much information at all.I agree with you too, I'd prefer natural over fake, and just the thought of having something foreign in my chest is just weird. I have tried creams, pills and things like that in the past but none worked so I'm just sticking to what I have :) I feel for your ex, I hope she gets well. I've never been to cuba! perhaps some day :) And thank you :)

@CrazyCreature25 I'm glad! Now go ahead and spread that smile to the rest of the world! :)

@DaveyLoosesWeight You're right in everything you just said. I know that too, I just have to work on it. I used to be worse a few years back, so I'm confident that it's a working progress :) And i definitely won't get any more work done. Again thanks Dave :) I like you, you are one very nice wise dude :)

@jmream1 sorry? don't quite understand, are you implying that I talk to much?