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Im entering my last year of high school. Its been a hell of a ride. I was only 13 during covid and it only felt like last year. Im gonna miss how simple everything was :/ signing off until i feel shitty enough to come back to this comment

This is actually Tokyoghost, misogi sampled it

if only I could go back to summer 2020…. I’d never meet her & get who I was… back..

what's the font's name on thumbnail?

Idk what to do any more I’m very lonely 😞

LLMAMA🕊️🤍

this is why one of my lines is "i miss older days" man life not the same anymore

nice

...this is my mom...lullabying me to sleep...in her arms...just me and her staring at each other...feeling her fingers run thru my hair...feeling her warm body...her heart beating to the rythm of her soft humming...soooo peaceful soo perfect ..soo soft...soo loving....thank you mom for always being there. ❤

Not a good loop

Really thinking bout life when I hear this 😢

Should I kill myself?

Help me please

so this is similar, if not practically the same as I hate my f**king birthday by s7n.?

This low key going to be the song I kill my self too😂😂😂😂🎉🎉🎉😅😅😅😅😅😢😂😂🎉🎉😂🎉😂🎉😂😅

One of the saddest things I’ve ever heard. 💔🥀🥃🚬.

It reminds me of 2014-15 when I was around 11 and started watching football. Brazil being beaten by Germany 7-1, Messi losing his first world cup final, just to complete football 8 years later, MSN leading Barcelona to their second treble. Those times really changed my life for the better…

peaceful and painful

She broke up with me almost a month ago.... I'm hurt, I'm lost, I'm sad, I dont't know what to do with myself anymore... Reza if you ever read this. Please come back... I will do whatever it takes... 😭😭💔

Please credit Mr. Blindbandit, the sound similar to my song, clairvoyant castle

I'm so lonely,Alone

For everyone going through a breakup I promise it will get better. I refused to date anyone after my ex broke up with me and couldn’t stop thinking about her for almost a year. I was absolutely obsessed and devastated and thought she was the only girl I would ever have feelings for, the only one I would love. It’s simply not true. You need to realize things happen for a reason. Usually it’s a good thing things didn’t work out because you find the people that aren’t good for you. If they truly loved you, you would still be with them.

Theres a song that used this part of the song the guy was an ok singer if anyone knows the name of the song that be great

This makes me feel so alone but so peaceful and relaxed with life . I have never felt this way at all just at once

i Listened to this just now, while writing little notes for my gf, if i should still call her my gf..rough times..i hope the cute notes work..this song hits the feels hard..i miss her, i miss the laughs.

this is nice it’s keeps me safe bc I feel like nobody has rejected me but irl… they did..

Maybe we are meant to be alone after all..

"All I ever wanted was to make everyone smile, but for some reason I was always set aside. I tried, and I tried to impress so many but it never worked. It took me so long to realize that I was trying so hard to make the wrong people happy, and never myself."

" I must say in the start it was easy and fun but the more you got to end everything starts to change everything gets hard and frustrating but in the end it nothing because you have your memory to live off of you see just gotta let go on what's holding you and take a step in to the future and see yourself thrive into this world into something for you can't stay the same forever if you do something cause sometimes things change a lot and we can't do anything but lets just say we all the same ending even though we don't see eye to eye but the ending won't be wonderful or bad it will just perfect in the way you want but some we will experience it".

When times were better 😔

It's so boring to live in this world, how can you make me happy because it's hard to be a sad person

Ei manos, esse e o comentario brasileiro que tanto estavam procurando porem triste na minha vida. Minha amiga acabou me mandando umas conversas dela e do "amigo" dela que me deixou ate assustado. O "amigo" dela literalmente se declarou pra ela meio que "Assediando sexualmente" ela. As mensagens que ele mandava a ela dizia "Voce sabe cuidar de mim e tem uma bunda e peitos gigantescos" e chamando ela de merda e dizendo que ama ela chamando ela de "merda" isso nao se faz. Sei que nao devo ficar se preocupando com os problemas dos outros mas tudo que eu queria era encher aquele filho da put* de tiro sem falar que eu amo ela e eu gosto dela e aquilo deve ter deixado ela totalmente desconfortavel. O cara literalmente so queria sexo. So queria desabafar em um comentario no youtube. (Desculpem pelos erros de escrita.) =(

I would like to live in this song

Still a masterpiece.

(hyper)postmodern version of stars of the lids "goodnight", good job both u and bonjr

I just spent 4 hours looking for the name of this

I need to get my sh*t together yk

this song gives me 80s vibes for some reason

This makes me miss some parts of my childhood, I kinda miss being a kid, but life is how it is. You have to move on in certain parts. I'm 14 right now and a freshman in high school and I'm tryna enjoy theses last few years before I start paying bills.

There’s a certain feeling you gain from enough experience and failures. Until one day you are pushed to the limits of regret and unfulfillment. You aren't sure what lies ahead of you anymore, everything becomes dull and boring to you. Ironically the people who do care about you only care once you say something, but in the end, they go back to saving themselves. After all, they do get to live as well. Somehow you still ask yourself if you're living or not. You start to compare, start to negotiate your own thoughts into pretending it’s all ok, but you can’t because it’s too late. This feeling lives on with you forever. no matter where you go. until one day you are so desperately numb that it all goes away somehow. you become free and out of character with the norm. Is this freedom. Or is it just loneliness...?

Yah

I came here from a short that said “if you could tell your 13 yr old self anything, what would it be…”

hooo hoo oooo

Tired of being alone in an empty room full of people

This. This song is what highschool felt like. Being a Freshman in 2019, COVID hit towards the end of the school year. Life was almost like a blur then, making many memories, but not being able to recall many from that time. The friends I made, the friends I lost, the family that was born, the family I lost, to the many other things that occurred in that time. Now, having graduated as the Class of 2022 earlier this year, and it now almost being 2023, life has had some very difficult tribulations thrown at me this year. But I also made *many* strides; I began my journey at the Gym, had a heartbreak, came back from that, and as of December 29, 2022, may have found the right person for me. During the months of 2023, I will come back to this comment, updating the positive and negative moments this year has given me. Until then internet stranger, - Astronxmical. 🫶 January 3rd - Well, quite the start to the year. Turns out God had other plans for me and that girl, and she wasn’t the one. It’s been extremely hard already, but I’ve just gotta keep going. I hope you are doing well. February - i found her. Low and behold the Lord gave me my soulmate. I found God and got closer with him; in turn he gave me the one soulmate I have. This year has an amazing out look and I can’t wait to see what it brings. March - it’s official. we have been together for two months now and she is beautiful, caring and everything in a woman you could possibly ask for. i will marry her. i will. Gym progress is good, hit 305 on squat recently. April - Overall average month. Nothing special, more gym progress. May - Well.. it happened. Heartbreak. I learned that I can’t get ahead of myself, nor should I be looking for love at this time. It’s time to focus on me, and grow. I’ll use this as discipline to keep moving. June - Happy Birthday to me. More gym progress and more discipline involved. July - Absolutely amazing progress. Over the girl, getting huge in the gym, and getting through a rough patch but learning that struggle brings triumph. August - it’s been rough. not much to talk about, but i know i will keep going. September - I found a road to keep going. I found happiness. I found God. Jesus has helped me so much with these past few struggles and I plead you to take this as a sign to come to him. October - Kinda just flew by. feels like i was living day to day. Got a new job, and i’ll be pursuing professional bodybuilding as a side career. November (20) - Not too bad so far. Made new friends, lost / drifted off from some old friends. It’s been quite an eventful year. Looking at this comment and its updates has really put into perspective at how much life can do to you, but how it can mature you as well. See you in December. Love y’all. Peace.

It sucks to know you can’t go back to the way things used to be, thinking about the past with this on just hits differently

bro all these comments corny asl 💀

She ghosted me today...this is one of the things I resort to...

listen to this at night and thinking about her, hits diff.

I wish I could see how many times Ive listen to this. The only reason I am able to keep studying and keep going is putting this on repeat and just thinking. Ive always found peace in this and hopefully everyone else found it too.